December 2010
37 posts
what people say when they think you're not...
ello
i think i’m going to begin a journey of spiritual enlightenment including,yet not limited to, the following:
a.) focusing on creating good karma by treating all friends and enemies(?) alike with the Golden Rule.
1.not having enemies/liking everyone
2.loving those who are not easy to love.
b.)learning yoga.
c.) re-instituting my daily walks.
d.)beginning to keep a diary...
the winds change
who knows what will never be restored,what will keep keeping on,and what will resurrect itself? The unknown has always haunted me.
sooo
today i got my license!! FINALLY!! it only took four years to get my ass in gear. literally. SO HAPPY BOUT THIS!! it’s been a cloud looming over my head,a step i’ve never taken, a burden weighing me downn,maann.
i worked til midnight last night,went to bed at 1,woke up at 5 in anxiety.I have a pounding head ache,the kind you get when you know you need sleep but your body just...
sweetfrailty asked: Have A Very Merry Christmas And A Happy New Year ! (: I hope you get everything you wished for.
sweetfrailty asked: Have A Very Merry Christmas And A Happy New Year ! (: I hope you get everything you wished for.
the best of you is always ahead,you have to believe that if you’re ever going to retain any hope for the future.
if you want to know the truth,
i have better dreams for this life ,but nobody knows.
if you want to know the truth,
the truth is hard to come by.
“I can’t go back to yesterday because I was a different person then.”
– Alice in Wonderland, Lewis Carroll (via fuckyeahliteraryquotes)
“Lock up your libraries if you like, but there is no gate, no lock, no bolt that...”
– A Room of One’s Own, Virginia Woolf (via fuckyeahliteraryquotes)
Live life through the windshield, not the rearview...
365thoughts:
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uuuuuuuuuugh
i just want to let everything gooo. things that used to make me happy do not align with the things that make me happy now. friendships have disintegrated,and i know it’s partially my fault. But when memories hit me like a ton of bricks and i fall down,i sometimes just sit there on the floor for awhile wondering how i ever got there to begin with. And i wonder about everything,what’s...
love that i pay the rent and i'm getting...
cool,dad, cool.
hate the fact that
i don’t know what to say to people ,and that one minute i am this outgoing confident person and the next i’m shy/awkward/unsure. Like honestly. My confident side wants to slap the awkward side in the face.
lies i tell myself:
i will spend more time reading and less time tumbling
i will ask more questions
i will think better of my judgment and refuse to believe in people’s BS
that people are actually good
that i will quit my job one day(..here’s four years later)
i will reconnect with old friends
i will write you a message,make plans to reminisce
that you will actually follow through with those...
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in denial
its not winter yet until it snows heavily and theres two feet of white blankets outside my door and i can see my breath all day long and when i am mentally ready to embrace the chill and the colds and freezing hands. So basically if i deny this long enough,and we barely get any snow,it will be spring soon and i will have completely blocked the idea of it being winter outside of my head and i will...
When my friends say " I remember you liked.... "
ashleighrenee:
oh-chris:
chicagoxnative:
I’m like
OH MY GOD YES.
lol.
hahahahaha.
when you’re growing up and you’re sick,you can stay home and rest and get better. when you’re grown up and sick, you have to go to work and when you are home you’re thinkin about work so you can’t sleep because you’re stressed out by responsibility and time frames. hate being a grown up.